udah lama nih ga nulis blog.. karena emang ga pernah punya kesempatan buat nulis lagi.. selain kesibukan, faktor tempat duduk di kantor yang kurang strategis bikin aku jadi susah buat nulis..

banyak banget yang udah terjadi sepanjang aku ga nulis..
aku juga bingung mau mulainya dari mana seandainya semuanya harus ditulis..
yang jelas intinya cukup menyesakkan.. tapi aku berusaha berbesar hati menghadapi semuanya.. karena itulah yang namanya hubungan.. kita harus bisa menerima bukan hanya kelebihannya tetapi belajar mencintai setiap kekurangan yang ada..
istilahnya klo aku mau komplain tentang semua sikap dy yang buat aku ga nyaman TAPI belum tentu juga dy nyaman dengan semua sikap aku ke dy..

hikss.. jadi inget semua keluhan dy yg pernah dy bilang ke aku..

ok skip..
ga usah di perpanjang.. tar bisa mellow..

aku mau cerita tentang wedding exhibition terakhir di tahun ini nih..

begini ceritanya..

besok, 23 November 2012 akan diadakan wedding exhibition terakhir untuk tahun ini..
jujur aku pengen banget pergi.. secara kita berdua pernah gagal dateng wedding exhibition di bulan oktober kemaren..

tapiiiiii.. sepertinya kita ga akan pergi ke wedding exhibition kali ini juga.. soalnya pas hari senen.. aku reminder soal event ini. tapi sayang responnya dy cuma.. "aku ga janji bisa pergi yaa." yasudah.. sekali udah ngomong kaya gtu yaa aku ga akan minta apalagi maksa-maksa..
pas dy ngomong gtu aku sempet diem sebentar.. trus aku jawab "yaa klo emang blm mau pergi juga gpp.. toh kita berdua juga belum bicarain soal wedding kita sampe yang gmana-gmna"

satu sisi kecewa..
bener dehh.. seandainya pernikahan itu berbicara tentang sesuatu yang personal, bukan sesuatu yang harus didiskusikan berdua bersama keluarga, mungkin aku udah nekat sabtu nanti abis pulang kerja mau ke event ini sendiri.. tapi sayangnya ga begitu.. semua harus dibicarakan bersama dan dinikmati bersama juga setiap proses persiapan menuju jenjang itu..

ga usah jauh-jauh bicara soal event ini.. untuk mingu ini aja kita cuam ketemu senin kemarin pas nonton twilight itupun aku dimarah-marahin sama dy soalnya pas kita mau nonton itu sikonnya lagi ujan jadi sedikit ribet hujan-hujanan naik motor cuma buat nonton nih film

selebihnya sampe detik ini kita ga ketemu-ketemu bahkan minim komunikasi..
kangen sekali.. hiikkzzz..

seandainya hari ini ga ada omongan sama sekali soal wedding exhibition ini, yaa brarti  kubur dalem-dalem yaa keinginan buat ke acara ini karena seandainya bisa pergi, dy cuma bisa pergi besok itupun aku yakin banget kita bakalan pergi setelah dy pulang kerja sekitar jam 6an..

huuufftttt..

yasudah..
belum waktunya mungkin..

Stiil Love you

ga peduli dengan semua perubahan besar dalam dirinya..
satu sisi aku sedih.. tapi disisi lain aku ga pernah bisa pungkiri klo aku benar-benar mengasihi dia..
seandainya aku bisa mengungkapkan sesuatu ke k'harly saat ini..
aku cuma mau bilang

..aku mengasihi kamu..

i miss u k'harly..

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SEKARANG:

Ga ada lagi yang namanya dianter ke kantor

Ga ada lagi telepon yg pembicaraannya hanya untuk menanyakan kabar aku

Ga ada lagi ввм pagi-pagi yang isinya "tunggu aku yaa.. Aku anter" atau "maaf yaa sayang, aku kesiangan jd ga bsa nganter"

Ga ada lagi ucapan "jangan lupa makan siang"

Sudah mulai jarang dijemput pas pulang kantor.

Ga ada lagi quality time saat dy jemput aku pulang, biasanya dy selalu bawa aku muter-muter dlu sebelum dy anter aku ke rumah. Aku kangen sekali sama moment yang satu ini.

Sudah mulai jarang pemberitahuan ke aku seandainya ga bsa jemput aku.. Kadang aku harus nunggu sampe sore di kantor.. Berharap dy ввм dan kasih kabar. Tapi kadang bener-bener ga kasih kabar sama sekali.

Ga ada lagi pesen dr dy seandainya aku pulang sendiri "hati-hati dijalan", "sampe rumah kabarin aku yaa"

Ga ada lagi ucapan "selamat malam, tidur yg nyenyak"

Ga ada lagi daun-daun yang suka dy kasih ke aku sebagai gift saat dy lagi ga ada uang untuk kasih aku sesuatu.

Dulu dy ga pernah marahin atau nunjukin ke aku klo dy lagi kesel. Seorang pria yang aku kenal dgn kesabarannya :)

Ga ada lagi kata "i miss u" krn dy dulu anti sekali blg "i love u" soalnya dy takut ga bsa mempertanggung jawabkan dgn baik kata2 itu. Aku kangen sekali denger dy ucapin kata-kata "i miss u"

Ga ada lagi belaian di tangan aku saat aku peluk dy di motor.

Sampe nangis aku nulisnya...
Sadar ga sadar... Banyak sekali perubahan dlm diri k'harly terhadap aku... Tapi kadang k'harly suka ga terima bahkan kadang kesel klo aku blg "aku kangen k'harly yg dlu"

Seorang pria sederhana.. Dengan perhatiannya yang bener-bener buat aku nyaman ada disamping dy bahkan ga ragu untuk memasuki hubungan yg lbh serius lagi..

Meyakinkan aku ttg cinta bukan dengan perkataan tapi melalui perbuatannya..











Jangan berubah yaa sayang.. Aku pengen kamu ttp spreti k'harly yang aku kenal dulu..


i love you before..
i still love you today..
and i will love you tomorrow..


--
God Bless

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mengucap syukur untuk semua hal yang Tuhan ijinkan terjadi dalam hidup aku..
bahkan disaat terberat seperti ini sekalipun.. aku cuma bisa bilang..

TERIMA KASIH TUHAN..

kemarin k'harly pergi ke puncak "Champion Camp" untuk mengikuti salah satu acara yang diadakan oleh pruden..
dan terhitung dari kemarin pun k'harly ga hubungin aku..
dy sempet bbm aku sekali sekitar jam dua siang, itupun isinya hanya dia minta tolong supaya aku talangin uang patungan team leader untuk kado salah satu leader kita digereja.. berhubung uangnya harus dikumpul kemarin malam dan saat itu k'harly ada di puncak, jadi dy minta untuk aku talangin dulu..

yup.. itu pesan terakhir dy ke aku..

klo aku bole jujur.. aku sedih sekali..
karena dy update terus seluruh aktivitas dia di sana melalui group di bbm yang isinya leader youth di gereja kebetulan aku ada di dalam group itu juga..

ada beberapa foto juga yang dimana dia berpose dgn banyak wanita..

aku menunggu pesan dari dy.. berharap dy menanyakan kabar aku.. tapi sampe aku nyampe di rumahpun setelah pulang kerja.. handphone aku isinya hanya chat dan foto-foto yang k'harly share di group.. ga ada satupun pesan pribadi dari dy untuk aku..

aku tetep menunggu dan jujur aja aku ga tahan.. jadinya aku malah nangis..
karena aku emang ga mau cengeng lagi.. akhirnya aku lebih memilih untuk berdoa dan baca Alkitab..
aku matiin handphone aku..
sekitar jam setengah sepuluh malam, aku menghidupkan kembali handphone ku.. tapi tetap sama ga ada satupun pesan pribadi dari dy untuk aku. handphone ku hanya penuh dengan chating antara dy dengan temen-temen aku yang ada di group.. karena mereka mengomentari setiap foto yang k'harly share..

sampai akhirnya aku udah merasa cape dan ngantuk akhirnya skitar pukul 21.33 malam aku kirim pesan pribadi ke k'harly.. isinya sperti ini..

"Malam sayang.. Bagaimana aktivitas kamu hari ini.. Semoga menyenangkan yak.. :) even kamu ga nanyain kabar aku sama sekali, is not a problem.. Td sempet sedih juga.. Kamu update terus d group.. Tp utk nyapa aku ga sempet.. Sekalinya nyapa.. Minta talangin uang.. It's okay.. Apapun yg terjadi.. Apapun yg kamu lakuin.. Aku cuma mau bilang aku PERCAYA sama kamu.. Aku tidur dlu yaa.. BB'y mau aku off'in.. Kamu jgn lupa baca firman n doa.. Be salt n light.. Wherever u are.. I miss u.. Gud nite.. JLU :)"

setelah pesan terkirim, aku langsung off'in handphone aku dan tertidur..

aku baru aktifin lagi handphone aku pas pagi harinya.. itupun tidak aku baca satu-satu.. karena isinya hanya chat dan foto comment temen-temen aku sama seperti kemarin..
tetapi terselip satu pesan pribadi dy untuk aku.. isinya sperti ini..

" :'( maafin ak ya sayang memng ak sebagai pacar kadang2 buat km kecewa.mlm ini ak belajar banyak di camp semuanya.mungkin ak nd bs ksh km sesuatu yg paling berharga cm bs bilang Aku nd pernah berhenti utk ttp belajar mencintai,mengasihi km sayang I love u so much my dear thx for my inspiration ({}) "

itu pesan terakhir dy untuk aku.. dan aku ga balas lagi.

sampe saat ini aku cuma bisa liat semua yang dia share di group.. dan baca setiap chat dy di group..

sedih banget..
aku kangen sekali..
tapi spertinya aku udah ga penting lagi untuk dy..

aku sama dy berencana untuk married th depan.. bahkan dy udah minta ijin sama mama aku.. tapi dengan sikapnya sperti ini aku jadi ragu..

aku cuma bisa berdoa dan berdoa.. dan bilang dalam hati..

To you:
aku sayang kamu.. aku sayang kamu bukan karena kamu juga sayang sama aku.. tapi aku mengasihi kamu karena Tuhan terlebih dahulu mengasihi kamu.. apapun perasaanmu saat ini terhadap aku.. aku cuma bisa berdoa dan berharap yang terbaik untuk hubungan kita berdua..
aku akui.. aku ga secantik sperti yang kamu harapkan.. aku ga kaya.. cuma kasih yang aku bisa berikan ke kamu..
apapun keputusannya.. aku berserah.. dan berdoa semua yang terbaik untuk pria yang paling aku kasihi..




--
God Bless

Jangan berubah :)

This is sunday...

My sad sunday :(

Knp aku bilang ky gni..
Dimulai dari ucapan happy •╮(⌒.⌒)╭• Sunday yang aku kasih ke kk lewat ввм.. Biasanya selalu d balas.. Even cuma blg thank you.. Tapi pasti dy balas.. Bahkan DULU.. Dy yang suka memulai say happy •╮(⌒.⌒)╭• Sunday n selamat melayani..

Mungkin buat kalian yang baca akan berpikir.. Ahh kaya gtu aja koq sedih, terlalu berlebihan.. Tapi buat aku.. Aku ini seorang pemain tambourine yang setiap minggunya akan melayani full dari pagi sampe sore.. Bahkan malemnya pun kadang masih ada pertemuan-pertemuan leader yg kudu n wajib d datengin.. Klo orang-orang bilang sunday itu waktunya istirahat.. Ga buat aku dan tim pelayanan tamborine di gereja aku.. GITAMI.. Rasa cape itu pasti akan mewarnai hari minggu kita.. Makanya knp klo k'harly say happy •╮(⌒.⌒)╭• Sunday n selamat melayani ke aku, aku kaya dpt semangat untuk lebih antusias lagi dlm melayani.. Even cape tapi pasti aku akan ttp semangat..

Dan begitulah skrg.. Apa memang udah ga penting lagi.. Atau apa.. Aku ga ngerti.. Yg jelas aku sedih.. Dan bener-bener kangen sama k'harly yang dlu.. Hikkzzz jadi mewek kan :(

Ditambah lagi hari ini ada satu statement'nya dy yg bener-bener nyakitin aku banget... Kata-katanya si biasa.. Mungkin maksud dy ngomong kaya gni spy aku jadi supel sama orang-orang.. Karena aku itu tipe orang pendiam.. Dan saat itu emang kondisi aku lagi cape banget.. Udah ga ada say happy •╮(⌒.⌒)╭• Sunday trus kata-kata ini harus aku denger juga.. Klo aku ga kontrol emosi aku.. Pasti aku udah berantem atau udah nangis di jalan...

Jadi pas pulang gereja.. Aku sempet di ajak ke rumah dy.. Aku ngerti.. Pasti tujuannya dy pengen aku mulai bangun hubungan sama kluarganya dy (mama, k'keke, michele, michael).. Oke aku happy ketemu dan ngobrol sama mereka...
Setelah itu kita pamit karena kita berdua mau dtg ke acara ulang tahun ketua pemuda di gereja sekaligus ngerayain 1 tahun ulang tahun pernikahan mereka & 3 bulan umur anak mereka.. Tp pas diperjalan menuju ke acara tersebut.. K'harly ngajak aku mampir di toko tempat dy bekerja.. Ternyata anak dan cucu dari gembala di gereja kami sedang beli baju di toko tempat k'harly bekerja.. Dengan setia aku menemani dan menunggu dy bekerja.. Sampe akhirnya kita berdua harus pamit pulang sama beberapa patner kerja k'harly di toko ini krn kita harus segera dtg ke acara ketua pemuda kamu...
Aku ijin plg tapi memang hanya sama salah satu patner kerja k'harly yang perempuan..

Di perjalan menuju rumah ketua pemuda kami, k'harly bilang ke aku... "Lain kali klo pulang ijin sama semuanya" rasanya aku bener-bener kaya di tampar.. Sebuah masukan dari dy tp dy menyampaikan ke aku pada saat yg ga tepat klo menurut aku.. Aku minta maaf tapi dy ttp melanjutkan kata-katanya.. Aku bener-bener udah ga tahan sampe kata-kata ini harus kluar dari mulut aku "kayanya kamu malu banget yaa punya pacar kaya aku". Dy berusaha menjelaskan pelan-pelan tapi aku bener-bener udah ga mood buat bicara lagi.. Lebih baik aku diam dari pada memperpanjang masalah..

Sepanjang ibadah aku cuma bisa diam.. Karena aku tahan air mata aku.. Dia berbicara sperti seseoarang yang baru mengenal aku... sedih sekali saat mendengar orang terdekat aku bertingakah sperti orang yang ga pernah tau sifat aku..

Jujur..
Aku kangeeeeeeeennn sekali sama k'harly yang dlu..
Klo saat ini waktu bisa diputar ke saat-saat dimana kina baru awal-awal deket n pacaran.. Rasanya aku pgn peluk, pinjam bahunya untuk menangis dan bilang "jangan berubah apapun situasi dan kondisinya"..

Ga ada yang salah dgn k'harly yang skrg..

Aku tau benar klo dy bener-bener mengasihi aku...

TAPI ada banyak perubahan dy.. Banyak keluhan-keluhan dy ttg aku.. Dlu dy paling ga mau liat aku nangis apalagi sampe buat aku nangis.. Skrg bukan berarti dy sering buat aku nangis... Tapi saat aku bener-bener udah ga bsa tahan air mata aku.. Biasanya dy suka blg "udahlah.. Jd perempuan jangan lemah-lemah banget.. Dikit-dikit nangis.."

:)
Seandainya dy tahu..
Aku menangis karena aku udah ga bisa mengespresikan seseuatu lewat kata-kata.. Aku udah ga bsa tahan lagi rasa sedih aku.. Aku tahan.. Tapi air mata yang keluar..

Aku suka sedih klo dipandang lemah hanya karena air mata ini..

--

Biasanya klo aku kangen sama k'harly yang dlu.. Biasanya aku suka liat foto-foto kita dlu dan ga pernah bosen baca sms kita berdua saat PDKT dulu..

Hubungan kamu baru berjalan setahun lebih 15 hari..

Aku selalu berdoa supaya aku sama k'harly bisa saling mencintai bukan hanya karena kelebihan yang dimiliki dari pasangan kami, tapi kami mencintai setiap kekurangannya juga.. Serta saling melengkapi dan menutupi setiap kelebihan dan kekurangan yang ada...

Semoga hubungan kami berdua dapat terus berjalan dan kita bersama dapat melewati setiap rintangan yang ada.. Dan hanya maut yang dapat memisahkan aku dan k'harly..

Even today is the sad sunday..
Tapi aku ttp mengucap syukur buat semua hal yang TUHAN ijinkan terjadi...

Terima kasih Tuhan..

Gud Nitee


Sunday, 29 oktober 2012
12:13 am

The Wedding Songs List - Part 1

1. From This Moment On - Shania Twain

(I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better for worse, I will love you with
every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on

2. Endless Love - Luther Vandross ft Mariah Carey

My love
There's only you in my life
The only thing that's right
My first love
You're every breath I take
You're every step I make

And I
I want to share
All my love with you
No one else will do
And your eyes (your eyes, your eyes)
They tell me how much you care
Oh, yes
You'll always be
My endless love

Two hearts
Two hearts that beat as one
Our lives have just begun
And forever
I'll hold you close in my arms
I can't resist your charms

And I
I'd play the fool
For you, I'm sure
You know I don't mind
(No, you know I don't mind)
And yes
You mean the world to me
I know I've found in you
My endless love

And love
I'd play the fool
For you, I'm sure
You know I don't mind
(Whoa, you know I don't mind)
Oh, yes
You'd be the only one
'Cause no, I can't deny
This love I have inside
And I'll give it all to you
My love (my love, my love)

3. Because You Love Me - Celine Dion

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I’ll be forever thankful baby
You’re the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You’re the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn’t speak
You were my eyes when I couldn’t see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn’t reach
You gave me faith ’coz you believed
I’m everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I’m grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don’t know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You’ve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

I’m everything I am
Because you loved me 

4. My Valentine - Jim Brickman ft Martina McBride

If there were no words
no way to speak
I would still hear you
If there were no tears
no way to feel inside
I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
You're all I need, my love, my Valentine.

All of my life
I have been waiting for
All you give to me
You've opened my eyes
and shown me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before
In my dreams i couldn't love you more
i will give you my heart
until the end of time
you're all I need, my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine
Even if romance ran out of rhyme
You would still have my heart until the end of time
'cause all I need is you, my Valentine
you're all I need, my love, my Valentine

5. Your Love - Gita Gutawa ft Delon

every time i close my eyes
and say my prayer at night
i thank God each day for your love
that gives me wings to fly up high
to reach my dream aim for the sky
you always said

your head up high
smile on your face and wish
that you will always be loved
the stars will lead you every step you take
don’t you ever be afraid
believe in you
and I’ll be there to guide you wherever you may go
thank you for your love, forever

when I am down and the things go wrong
the world against me too
I close my eyes and think of you
and knew what you would say now

your head up high
smile on your face and wish
that you will always be loved
the stars will lead you every step you take
don’t you ever be afraid
believe in you
and I’ll be there to guide you wherever you may go away
giving me my wings to fly high

6. I Do (Cherish You) - 98 Degree

All I am, all I'll be
Everything in this world
All that I'll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me 'cause I

Chorus
I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don't have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It's beyond my control
I've waited so long to say this to you
If you're asking do I love you this much
I do

In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn't know where I was going
'Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all my heart
'Till my dying day

7. There for me - Sarah Brightman ft Josh Groban

Sarah:
There for me, every time I've been away
Will you be there for me, thinking of me everyday
Are you my destiny, words I never dared to say
Will you be there for me?
Just think of you and me, we could never tow the line
It's such a mystery just to hear you say you're mine
And while you're close to me, so close to me
Just hold me

Josh:
When you're feeling cold and all the city streets are grey
Walking all alone and watching how the children play
Voices in the wind and faces from the past go dancing by
They're asking why

Sarah and Josh:
Will you be there for me, everytime I go away
Will you be there for me, thinking of me everyday
Are you my destiny, words I never dared to say
Will you be there for me?

Sarah:
And while you're close to me, so close to me
Just hold me

Josh:
Can you really want me more than for a little while?
What are the stories hiding there behind your smile?
Wishes in a dream and figures in a world that I could share
And everywhere

Sarah and Josh:
Will you be there for me
Will there ever come a day, when all the world can see
Things were meant to be that way
Will you be there for me?
Can you hear the people say
That you're just
There for me

Josh:
There for me

Sarah:
There for me

8. A Thousand Years - Christina Perri

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this

One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

[Chorus:]
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I'll love you for a thousand more

9. Mulialah namaMU Tuhan (Ajar kami Tuhan)

Ajar kami Tuhan menghitung hari-hari
Agar kami peroleh hati bijaksana
Ajar kami Bapa hidup dalam jalanMU
Agar seMUa rencanaMU digenapi

Mulialah namaMU Tuhan
Dan ajaib jalanMU
Pimpin kami di setiap waktu
Besar setiaMU Tuhan
Agunglah karyaMU
Yesus kami bersyukur padaMU

10. Glory of Love - Peter Cetera

Tonight it's very clear, as we're both standing here,
there's so many things I want to say
I will always love you, I will never leave you alone.

Sometimes I just forget, say things I might regret,
it breaks my heart to see you crying.
I don't want to lose you,
I could never make it alone.

I am a man who would fight for your honor,
I'll be the hero you're dreaming of.
We'll live forever, knowing together
that we did it all for the glory of love.

You keep me standing tall, you help me through it all,
I'm always strong when you're beside me.
I have always needed you,
I could never make it alone.

I am a man who would fight for your honor,
I'll be the hero you're dreaming of.
We'll live forever, knowing together
that we did it all for the glory of love.

Just like a knight in shining armor,
from a long time ago.
Just in time I will save the day,
take you to my castle far away.

I am a man who would fight for your honor,
I'll be the hero you're dreaming of.
We'll live forever, knowing together
that we did it all for the glory of love.

We'll live forever, knowing together
that we did it all for the glory of love.

11. A Whole New World - Peabo Bryson ft Regina Belle

I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you
Now I'm in a whole new world with you

Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world
Don't you dare close your eyes
A hundred thousand things to see
Hold your breath - it gets better
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be

A whole new world
Every turn a surprise
With new horizons to pursue
Every moment red-letter
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me

12. My Destiny

What if I never knew
What if I never found you
I'd never have this feeling in my heart
How did this come to be
I don't know how you found me
But from the moment I saw you
Deep inside my heart I knew

Baby you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be
My destiny

I wanted someone like you
Someone that I could hold on to
And give my love until the end of time
But forever was just a word
Something I'd only heard about
But now you're always there for me
When you say forever I believe

Baby you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as far as I can see
You were always meant to be
My destiny

Maybe all we need
Is just a little faith
'Cause baby I believe
That love will find the way
Hey yeah

Baby you're my destiny
You and I were meant to be
With all my heart and soul
I give my love to have and hold
And as I far as I can see
From now until eternity
You were always meant to be
My destiny
You're my destiny
You're my

13. We are One – WESTLIFE

Two very different people,
too scared to get along,
Till two hearts beat together,
underneath one sun,

One very special moment,
can turn a destiny,
And what some would say,
could never change,
has changed for you and me,

Cause it's all,
It's all in the way,
you look through your eyes,
and when all is said and done,
All of the fear and all of the lies are,
not hard to overcome,
It's all in the way you look at it,
that makes you strong,
We were two, (we were two)
now we are one,

We are two very different people,
so much to overcome,
So why care for one another,
when there's so much to be done,

Cause sometimes it's necessary,
just look how far we've come,
You could say my friend that,
it's the end,
or a new tale has begun,

Cause it's all,
It's all in the way,
you look through your eyes,
and when all is said and done,
All of the fear
and all of the lies are, (the lies)
not hard to overcome, (no no)
It's all in the way you look at it,
that makes you strong,
We were two, (we were two)
now we are one,

One moment in time,
is all the time we need,
Just to make a difference,
to make it better for you and for me,
If you just believe,

oh yeah..........
Just open your eyes,

Cause it's all in the way you,
look through your eyes,(your eyes)
and when all is said and done (oh yeah)
All of the fear and all of the lies are,
not hard to overcome,
It's all in the way you look at it,
that makes you strong,
We were two, (we were two)
now we are one,

oh yeah, oh yeah,
We were two,
now we are one......

14. Hugh Grant & Haley Bennett - Way Back Into Love

[Haley]
I’ve been living with a shadow overhead
I’ve been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to move on

[Hugh]
I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just in case I ever need them again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind

[Haley & Hugh]
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
Oh oh oh

[Haley]
I’ve been watching but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching but I just don’t see the signs
I know that it’s out there
There’s gotta be something for my soul somewhere

[Hugh]
I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
And I’m open to your suggestions

[Haley & Hugh]
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart again
I guess I’m hoping you’ll be there for me in the end

[Haley]
There are moments when I don’t know if it’s real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

[Haley & Hugh]
All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
And if I open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you help me to start again
You know that I’ll be there for you in the end

15. Gary Barlow - Forever Love 

Love it has so many beautiful faces
Sharing lives and sharing days
My love it has so many empty spaces
I'm sharing a memory now I hope that's how it stays

Now I'm deep inside love and still breathing
She is holding my heart in her hand
I'm the closest I've been to believing
This could be love forever

All throughout my life the reasons I've demanded
But how can I reason with the reason I'm a man

In a minute I'm needing to hold her
In an hour I'm cold, cold as stone
When she leaves it gets harder and
Harder to face life alone

Now my dreams are filled with times when we're together
Guess what I need from her is forever love

16. The Sweetest Day - Vanessa Williams

You and i, in this moment
Holding the night so close
Hanging on, still unbroken
While outside the thunder rolls

Listen now, you can hear our heartbeat
Warm against life's bitter cold
These are the days
The sweetest days we'll know

There are times that scare me
Were rattle the house like a wind
Both of ours so unbending
We battle the fear within

All the while, life is rushing by us
Hold it now and don't let go
These are the days
The sweetest days we'll know

So we'll whisper a dream here in the darkness
Watching the stars till they're gone
And then even the memories have all faded away
These days go on and on

Listen now, you can hear our heartbeat
Hold me now and don't let go
These are the days
Every day is the sweetest day we'll know

These are the days
The sweetest days we'll know

17. Richard Marx - Now And Forever

Whenever I'm weary from the battles that rage in my head
You make sense of madness when my sanity hangs by a thread
I lose my way but still you seem to understand
Now and forever I will be your man.

Sometimes I just hold you
Too caught up in me to see
I'm holding a fortune that heaven has given to me
I'll try to show you each and every way I can
Now and forever I will be your man

Now I can rest my worries and always be sure
That I won't be alone anymore
If I'd only known you were there all the time
All this time

Until the day the ocean doesn't touch the sand
Now and forever I will be your man
Now and forever I will be your man

18. Kenny Loggins - for the first time

Are those your eyes, is that your smile
I've been lookin' at you forever
But I never saw you before
Are these your hands holdin' mine

Now I wonder how I could of been so blind
For the first time I am looking in your eyes
For the first time I'm seein' who you are
I can't believe how much I see

When you're lookin' back at me
Now I understand why love is
Love is for the first time
Can this be real, can this be true

Am I the person I was this morning
And are you the same you
It's all so strange how can it be
All along this love was right in front of me

For the first time I am looking in your eyes
For the first time I'm seein' who you are
I can't believe how much I see
When you're lookin' back at me

Now I understand why love is
Love is for the first time
Such a long time ago
I had given up on findin' this emotion ever again

But you live with me now
Yes I've found you some how
And I'VE never been so sure
And for the first time I am looking in your eyes

For the first time I'm seein' who you are
Can't believe how much I see
When you're lookin back at me
Now I understand why love is
Love is for the first time

19. This Is Promise You - N'Sync

When the visions around you,
Bring tears to your eyes
And all that surround you,
Are secrets and lies
I'll be your strength,
I'll give you hope,
Keeping your faith when it's gone
The one you should call,
Was standing here all along..

And I will take
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you
This I promise you

I've loved you forever,
In lifetimes before
And I promise you never...
Will you hurt anymore
I give you my word
I give you my heart (give you my heart)
This is a battle we've won
And with this vow,
Forever has now begun...

Just close your eyes (close your eyes)
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you..
This I promise you..

Over and over I fall (over and over I fall)
When I hear you call
Without you in my life baby
I just wouldn't be living at all...

And I will take (I will take you in my arms)
You in my arms
And hold you right where you belong (right where you belong)
Till the day my life is through
This I promise you baby

Just close your eyes
Each loving day (each loving day)
I know this feeling won't go away (no..)
Every word I say is true
This I promise you

Every word I say is true
This I promise you
Ooh, I promise you...

20. Wedding Songs - Christian Praise & Worship - Your Love (Is The Greatest Gift Of All) by Jim Brickman ft Martina McBride

it's not the flowers, wrapped in fancy paper
it's not the ring, i wear around my finger
There's nothing in all the world i need
when i have you here beside me,
here beside me

Chorus
so you could give me wings to fly
and catch me if i fall
or pull the stars down from the sky
so i could wish on them all
but i couldnt as for more
'cause your love is the greatest gift of all

in your arms, i found a strength inside me
and in your eyes there's a light to guide me
i would be lost with out you
and all that my heart could ever want
has come true

so you could give me wings to fly
and catch me if i fall
or pull the stars down from the sky
so i could wish on them all
but i couldnt as for more
'cause your love is the greatest gift of all

you could offer me the sun, the moon
and i would still believe
you gave me everything
when you gave your heart to me

so you could give me wings to fly
and catch me if i fall
or pull the stars down from the sky
so i could wish on them all
but i couldnt as for more
'cause your love is the greatest gift of all

21. You Are By Darlene Zschech ft. Ron Kenoly

You are the love of my life
You are the hope that I cling to
You mean more than this world to me
I wouldnt trade you for silver or gold
I wouldnt trade you for riches untold.
You are , you are my everything

I wouldnt take one step without you
I could never go on.
I couldnt breathe on breath without you.
I dont have the strength
To make it on my own

Chorus

Until the world stops turning
Until the stars fade, from the sky
Until the sun stops striving
I need you in my life and heres the reason why!

22. Bryan Adams - I'll Always Be Right There

I swear to you - I will always be there for you -
there's nothin' I won't do
I promise you - all my life I will live for you - we
will make it through
Forever - we will be
Together - you and me
Oh n' when I hold ya - nothin' can compare
With all of my heart - ya know I'll always be - right
there
I believe in us - nothin' else could ever mean so much
You're the one I trust our time has come - we're not two
people
Now - we are one - ya you're second to none
Forever - we will be
Together - a family
The more I get to know ya - nothin' can compare
With all of my heart - ya know I'll always be - right
there

Forever - we will be
Together - just you and me
The more I get to know ya - the more I really care
With all of my heart - ya know I'll always be...
Ya know I really love ya - ya nothin' can compare
For all of my life - ya know I'll always be - right
there

23. Bryan Adams - When You Love Someone

When you love someone, you'll do anything
You'll do all the crazy things that you can't explain
You'll shoot the moon, put out the sun
When you love someone

You'll deny the truth, believe a lie
There'll be times that you'll believe, that you can really fly
But your lonely nights have just begun
When you love someone

When you love someone, you'll feel it deep inside
And nothin' else can ever change your mind
When you want someone, when you need someone
When you love someone

When you love someone, you'll sacrifice
You'd give it everything you got and you won't think twice
You'd risk it all, no matter what may come
When you love someone

You'll shoot the moon, put out the sun
When you love someone

24. Still in Love - Bryan Mc Knight

[verse]
I think I must be dreaming
That you are here with me
Must have died and gone to heaven
And it's all that I hoped it would be

[chorus]
When the eagles forget how to fly
and it's twenty below in July
And when violets turn red
And roses turn blue
I'll be still in love with you

[verse]
I live to be around you
You take my breath away
Can't help but talk about you
Every night and day

[chorus]
And When eagles forget how to fly
And it's twenty below in July
And when violets turn red
And roses turn blue
I'll be still in love with you

[bridge]
All I need is you
Need you just to hold me, console me
Over and over.......I love you

[chorus]
When the eagles forget how to fly
And it's twenty below in July
And when violets turn red
And roses turn blue
I'll be still in love with you
Still in love with you

25. Everyday i love you - BOYZONE

I don't know, but I believe
That some things are meant to be
And that you'll make a better me
Everyday I love you

I never thought that dreams came true
But you showed me that they do
You know that I learn something new
Everyday I love you

'cause I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)
And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul.

It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you

Everyday I love you more
Everyday I love you

'cause I believe that destiny
Is out of our control (don't you know that I do)

And you'll never live until you love
With all your heart and soul

If I asked would you say yes?
Together we're the very best
I know that I am truly blessed
Everyday I love you
And I'll give you my best
Everyday I love you

26. Destiny – Jordan Hill & Billy Porter

Jordan:
What if i never knew
what if i never found u
i'd never have this feeling in my heart

Billy:
how did this come to be?
i don't know how u found me
but from the moment i saw you
deep inside my heart i knew

chorus
(together)
baby you're my destiny
you and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
i'd give my love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
you were always meant to be..
my destiny

Billy:
i wanted someone like you
someone that i could hold on to
and give my love until the end of time

Jordan:
but forever was just a word (just a word)
something i'd only heard about
but now you're always there for me
when you say forever i believe

chorus
(together)
baby you're my destiny
you and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
i'd give my love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
you were always meant to be..
my destiny

Jordan:
ohhhh
(together)
maybe all we need is just a little faith
cause baby i believe

Billy:
that love will find a way

baby you're my destiny
you and i were meant to be
with all my heart and soul
i'd give my love to have and hold
and as far as i can see
from now until eternity
you were always meant to be...
my destiny...
you're my destiny

27. The Gift - Jim Brickman ft Martina McBride

Winter snow is falling down
Children laughing all around
Lights are turning on
like a fairy tale come true.

Sitting by the fire we made
You’re the answer when i prayed
I would find someone
and baby I found you.

All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
from being broken apart
You gave your love away
and I’m thankful every day
for the gift.

Watching as you softly sleep
What I’d give if I could keep
Just this moment
if only time stood still.

But the colors fade away
And the years will make us grey
But baby in my eyes
You’ll still be beautiful.

All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
from being broken apart
You gave your love away
And I’m thankful every day
for the gift.

All I want is to hold you forever
All I need is you more every day
You saved my heart
from being broken apart
You gave your love away
I can’t find the words to say
That I’m thankful every day
for the gift.

28.  You've Got A Way – Shania Twain

You've got a way with me
Somehow you got me to believe
In everything that I could be
I've gotta say-you really got a way
You've got a way it seems
You gave me faith to find my dreams
You'll never know just what that means
Can't you see... you got a way with me

It's in the way you want me
It's in the way you hold me
The way you show me just what love's made of
It's in the way we make love

You've got a way with words
You get me smiling even when it hurts
There's no way to measure what your love is worth
I can't believe the way you get through to me

It's in the way you want me
It's in the way you hold me
The way you show me just what love's made of
It's in the way we make love

Oh, how I adore you
Like no one before you
I love you just the way you are

It's in the way you want me
It's in the way you hold me
The way you show me just what love's made of
It's in the way we make love

It's just the way you are